all she wants to hear is him calling her beautiful, right when she's about to give up on it all.
i believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in smiling til your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful, dancing in the rain, and miracles. i believe in second chances, even if you've completely screwed up.
just promise me. that's all i want. just a promise that you'll never forget me. tell me i changed you somehow, let me know i had an impact on your life. promise me you'll always remember me, it's hard enough watching you walk away, but i don't want to walk the other way knowing i meant nothing to you.
and even though the photograph of me and you doesn't go with the way things are now, i still wish i was back in that picture with you, in your arms.
Sometimes I catch myself wondering where you are, and how you're doing;; I don't think I'm ever going to let you go completely.
I don't know if it's the way he says my name or the way he catches me staring at him and pretends not to notice the smile on my face. Maybe it's the way he makes me feel about myself, even when I'm down. But when I look at him I see all those memories of us. And I wonder if maybe he's still seeing them too.
Have you ever heard a song from so long ago, with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry? And didn't you wish that you could go back in time when everything was simple and carefree? Those are the songs that are the soundtracks of our lives... The ones that bring back our childhood, best friends, first love, first broken heart… the memories.. and all the past just comes rushing back... and you wonder where it went…
I've memorized your voice in my head & can hear it in my sleep.
I cry just a little too much, when I think of your touch and everything about you. I'm in the dark, when our souls are apart.
<//3 Grace |